Hey girls.

I’m married to a man and we have a baby together.

I’ve never seemed to like guys as much as girls. I’ve been raised to think that being gay is a sin and I would be a disgrace to the family. Lately I have family members who understand that... but I feel trapped now.

When we have sex, I never.. in two years, had an orgasm.

When I’m by myself, I imagine girls, I see myself with a girl..

I don’t know what to do.

UPDATE1:

I told him and he flipped. Turned around.. and went to sleep..