OK so I've failed my driving test 3 times. Changed instructor this time around and I can't stop day dreaming about him.... Im like a teenager daydreaming about her crush In math class...by the way he's 34 im 28. I can't help it I've tried to stop it...😂 Hes single... He told me during casual chit chat during lessons.. But the other day I may have put my foot in it... He said something like "your a nice lass surely there's someone out there for you"... And I mumbled under my breath while he was fixing his wee mirror "maybe sitting right next to me".... AND HE HEARD ME!!

poor guy didn't know what to say... But he looked me right in the aye and said "he may be closer than you think".... Needless to say my driving has came on leaps and bounds 🙄. I want this man sooo damn much haha I can't control my thoughts...girlies help me out here.

**Update**

So after lots of conversation I figured out I know him from a previous job from. When I was like 19/20... So anyway conversation led to flirting led to sexy talk... Led to him coming over last night (baby was at his daddy's) no sex just everything else... Through these conversations I told him I was a difficult woman to please 😂 so last night he focused only on my jeez he had my whole body shaking but no orgasm... Dammit. He had to go by about tea time as he had a test...but ladies he was back again this morning (he even brought me Starbucks the cutie) and it took 2 hours but orgasm happened... Yaaaaassss...and let me tell you I underestimated my self control I sooo wanted to drag my nails down his muscular back 😍 but he doesn't like that it took every fiber in me not to and I near suffocated myself biting that pillow.... My next task.... Is to blown his mind and return the favour.... Ive been over 4 years since I had a dick in my mouth 😂 so I will welcome your tricks and tips ladies...Needless to say my driving lesson today...i nailed my parallel parking for the first time 😂 oh the irony...

*UPDATE*

so after Tuesdays lesson he came into mine... Baby was at daddy's until 7:30 we got right down to business... Still no sex... Dunno how much longer I can keep the brakes on that huh 🙈 anyway he's took Saturday off to spend the day with me (no over night stays Yet)... Sex is happening ladies...if he wants to of course... Its been a crazy 2 weeks.. And I'm still playing catch up but I'm fucking loving it....catch you guys on Sunday 😜 with ALL the info...

*update*

It's been a month now since things started rolling with this fella. And I couldn't be more happy about where things are... Slight mishap the other night period was due on thrusday so started taking birth control pill to try and delay it 5 days before it was due... Hasn't quite worked in my favour 😂 my little lady is uber senstive and not liking anyone touching her...stubborn or what?! 😂 the other night he was "touching" me and blood was all on his fingers... (p. S still no had intercourse)...but no actual flow... So AF seems to be on her way which is fine my own fault or my clit is burnt out and slightly tired from all of this and she needs a breather 😂... But when AF is gone 😏 and I'm back in the game I pray that intercourse happens I'm all for waiting... But frankly I'm done waiting😂

In other news.... HE TOLD ME HE HAS FEELINGS FOR ME..... Minus the slight vaginal/clitoral mishap... Ive not been this happy in ages.