Not feeling it

I am getting so deterred lately from ttc. I used to love watching pregnancy announcement videos and now it's like, so obnoxious to me. I feel like it's never going to happen. It's been about a year and a half. I know other people have had a longer journey but I'm about done. This is my first month trying clomid. I started out hopeful but I am starting to think it just wont work for me. Idk. Just bummed and complaining. Any optimistic clomid stories would be greatly appreciated