2 miscarriages maybe a rainbow baby?

Please help! I had two miscarriage back to back to each other.

without meaning to my husband and I bed danced and had a oopsy.. and it just happened to be the exact day I was ovulating. Completely unplanned and I am terrified and excited at the same time.. please let me know if I am being crazy. Am I seeing things?

I feel like it’s just a shadow..