I don’t know what to do.

So my husband is receiving chemo. & we want another baby so bad. & we don’t have the money to freeze his sperm or anything. Is anyone else going through this? He said if we were to conceive it would be up to God if everything turned out okay, up to him if we also conceive. I’m just so hurt.. we are only 21. & I know at least in the next 2 months he will be getting a stem cell transplant. Some people survive it, some don’t. We try not to think about that even though there’s always a possibility & we’ve talked about that too. Help me 😭 on the upside we are getting married this coming week. ❤️