Anxiety

16 weeks pregnant FTM and have SO much anxiety. I’ve had anxiety this whole pregnancy, but recently it’s just gone off the charts. All I want to do is cry, and honestly just go home to be with my mom. I have my next appointment this upcoming Thursday, but I really don’t know how I’m gonna make it. My husband also doesn’t wanna buy a Doppler cause he says it’ll just make me more anxious if I’m not using it right or something. I also keep seeing these stories about women losing their babies and then finding out at 16-20 weeks. Just freaking out and feeling like I can’t even enjoy my pregnancy. Hoping I can enjoy the second half more when she starts moving around. Does anyone else feel this way, or am I just going crazy?