refusing to sleep 😬

last night was our first hard night, my lo did not want to sleep! i feed him, changed his diaper, cuddled him, everything i could to make him comfortable. but he just did not want to sleep. we were up from 10pm-4am. it was so hard. his eyes were so heavy and red and puffy, i could tell he was so tired. then after hours of struggling and little cries here and there. i nursed him while side lying. 15 minutes later and he was knocked out cold. he has been asleep since 5am. he wakes up occasionaly to feed but its like a dream feed. my poor baby it killed me to see him like that. 😫😫