i knew this was coming

i found out i was pregnant with my rainbow last week, and i had been avoiding telling my boyfriend bc i knew he wasnt gonna react positively,but tonight i finally told him and it was exactly what i thought. he said i have trapped him and ruined his life/year and he wishes i would abort the baby. i really feel heartbroken and don't know what to do. i love my unborn so much already that it would literally kill me if i ever lost it.

any advice?