So I’ve been having a really hard time with ocd (germs) that’s developed only in pregnancy and my current anxiety heightened a ton since I found out I was pregnant. I have a huge fear of stillbirth as I read chronic and severe stress and anxiety can cause this. I often cry quite hard it hurts my tummy due to some health issues with chronic pain. This has been pretty often lately and I’m so full of worry that my son won’t live and I’ll ruin him in every way :(