lonely - aa

hi so basically i’m 15 okay and all my friends are getting boyfriends and having all their moments. and i feel like i’m being left behind, it’s not that i’m not ready for one or that i don’t want one (i definitely do) but i honestly haven’t had the time (i have an extra curricular monday - saturday) and it makes me sad sometimes because people don’t understand how lonely it can be when people are going on group dates and you’re alone. And i know i should be independent but is it so so wrong to want a boyfriend?