For those already pregnant again...

Were your pregnancy symptoms the same or different the second time around? Or masked by the current lack of sleep and busy life? I'm kinda freaking out, my period is late, not on birth control and had a few dicey nights with the hubby. I had a C-section and really, really, really do not want to be pregnant again 😭 my husband and I talked about it and are both so torn. I'm too terrified to take a test right now. Just want me period to come and to never have sex again haha