My husband had an affair while deployed. There is a whhoooollleeee lot of story between then and now, but I figured I would cut to the chase. Long story short, we’ve decided to try to make it work. He’s shown remorse and I really don’t want to break up our family.

Some days it’s good. Some days I feel like I’m just putting on a happy face. I know deep down I don’t feel the same way anymore, but I want to.

I don’t really know what I’m looking for- I guess advice or support?