So I’m 14

Ok so I am a little bit wierded out by talking about this so of course you probably no I’m 14 but the tittle.... but I’m always super horny like really really horny

And I’ve always wanted a vibrater I talked to my sister and she said

No and mad me feel bad like that I shouldn’t be doing this but I want one but have no way of getting one because I don’t really have a mom and I live with my dad and if he found out he would be devastated. Please help!!!!!!!! And sorry for bad writing