Funny stupid story

I just had sex for the first time with a condom. I have always been on birth control so i never needed to use one with my husband ( i have only ever had sex with my husband) but since we had our son i have to wait on getting back on birth control but i have to keep tellimg myself the condoms are a good type of birth control after having a baby. I dont know why i am so nurvous. Ahhhhhh