When it rains it pours

This saying is absolutely no joke..

I'm not going to pity party myself and give you guys a hundred paragraph story....

But long story short, my bf of 8 years bought a motorcycle even when i expressed my feelings... (i got over it)

I told him not to go on a ride but he still did... i got the horrible phone call saying he was in an accident

It almost hit an artery... almost life threatening😔 HE IS A WELDER

( hours before his motorcycle ride I took a pregnancy test after being 2 years TTC and I found a very extremely faint line.... now 2 days after the accident its negative but still no period 2 days late!!!!!)

so today i get the news he lost his job.. I hate to put that Juju on the universe but seriously .... idk how much more i can take