Sugar daddy? Friends with benefits?

I just got out of a year long relationship and the way things ended was really badly. He told me I would never find anyone better than him even though I did so much for him. He told me he wanted to kill himself because of me. I really wanna move on but idk if I really want a full relationship. I have a guy who’s hit me up but I turned him down. I’ve had a fwb before but I caught feelings and always wanted more. I’m scared the same thing will happen. But I’m a college student and have been thinking a lot lately about maybe getting a sugar daddy. I work really hard for my money but I pay for college out of pocket. Idk I’m just kinda confused rn. Can anyone give me advice or tell me about their experiences?