The dreaded 2WW

I have had 2 previous Miscarriages (1 was a chemical). Now we are TTC and I have hit that 2WW. I am really hoping for my rainbow. I am just so worried this whole time. I feel like I just won’t get another chance at it. Everyone around me is getting a Bfp. All I can think about if I do get it, the same thing will happen 😩😭