Heart broken 3

Like I’m crying I still am he’s sound asleep and I’m just so hurt

I want a baby so bad with him but we’re waiting it out try until next month . I’ve been telling him this past month how I’d like to marry him first

I’m honestly just exhausted mentally drained

I don’t want to break up with him I love him he’s a sweet heart I swear but his machismo (Spanish) gets to him.

I just wanna go to sleep and not wake up for a while. Wake me up when I’m 4 months pregnant lol

I feel like honest crap my face hurts due to this stupid sinus thing I can’t sleep

Any advice please help me