I suffer from depression. I have had it under control for a while now thankfully.

But lately I just can’t seem to get my mind to stop thinking of the past. EVERYTHING embarrassing/dumb/bad that has happened. I want to be a stronger person. I’m ready but also very scared.

I wish I was the person who could talk about anything. I’m mostly alone all the time and I’m actually really awkward. Not a normal awkward. I get to the point I’ll worry if I’m blinking funny or breathing too loud. Like so dumb and embarrassing😫

Sorry to rant on. I never do this.

My name is Andrea and if you could say a prayer or send good vibes to ease my mind and accept my past.

Thank you and I hope you have an amazing day/night. Tomorrow is the start of working on a better me.