My sweet angel baby

Please don’t be rude please don’t screenshot please don’t say anything that I find disrespectful😞.... I haven’t shared a picture of my baby boy to anyone but family because where I live ppl have been so disrespectful to me. I was pregnant and ppl were stressing me out to the point that I almost miscarried. I still lost my sweet baby boy. After I lost my son ppl laughed at me and referred to him as “kid” and he has a name he is human he was fully developed and I had to push him out. I got released from the hospital after losing him the day after and I was laughed at my son was laughed at and ppl joked about how he died and still do. Yes I’ve talked about him before but this is very different because no one has seen him and I think he’s the most wonderful handsome little baby boy I could ever see and I believe all my babies will look handsome or beautiful just as their big brother did. Today I’m finally going to share my baby boy hoping that there is no judgement this time. 💔💔😭 I was unable to stop looking at him I was afraid to drop him and I held back my tears until he was out of my hands because I didn’t want him to get hurt and if he could hear me I didn’t want him to hear mommy cry. After he was born it snowed for a few minutes he passed before he was born. I could’ve saved him the week before it happened but my doctor pushed the appointment back which makes me feel worse makes me realize he’d still be here if my appointment had been sooner. But here is me and my baby boy 💙😞 and a pics of me the last day I held him in my belly the day I lost him 🥺 the last time I got to feel him move and say I love you