First time...

Tonight is the first time I’ve cried due to having a hard time conceiving. My boyfriend and I have been together for 6 years and have been ttc for almost 1 year with no pregnancies. I just feel so defeated, especially now that my sister is pregnant with her first child. I am now the only one out of my moms five kids that does not have a child. I feel inadequate and tired. Im tired of trying already. I just wish I could be handed the same fortune so many around me are. 😢