In need of some serious advice....

So, I was diagnosed with PCOS 5 years ago. When that happened, I was devastated thinking I may never get pregnant. I have struggled with my hormones and mood swings for a long time since I was diagnosed. So I have always sworn to myself that if I were ever lucky enough to get pregnant, I would be the happiest and luckiest girl alive.

Well, here I am, 9 weeks pregnant with my first child, and don’t get me wrong, I am so happy that I’m pregnant.....but I am SUPER SUPER HORMONAL. Like I can’t even stand myself sometimes. I’m so moody, I find myself snapping at my fiancé so much, I get irritable super easily, and I’m just emotional. I’m also just super stressed because our wedding is a month away, and I guess I’m just still so scared that because of my pcos, I’m terrified that I could lose this baby at any second, like it’s too good to be true.

I guess my question is, what can I do to help? is this normal? Is it happening because of my pcos? Is it really normal to be THIS moody and emotional? Will it get better?

I want to enjoy this pregnancy, but right now, I’m finding it really hard to and it makes me so sad 😔