Going a little cray cray! Any advice?

Soo we just got done with ovulation week. I feel bad because when we agreed to start trying, we would keep it fun. But I've kind of taken over and made it more of a strict chore. I had to take a step back and realize how NOT fun I was making this process. But I'm sure you can see where I was coming from though🤷🏻‍♀️ Also, I had been having genger reveal dreams 2 weeks before my husband sat me down and said he wanted to make a baby. Now I'm having those dreams every night. So now I'm obsessing over it even in my sleep😭 I already know I'm going to be googling every single thing and obsessing over this app🤦🏻‍♀️ Any tips to be less crazy and obsessive?😭🤣