Af showed up.

I know this will sound bad, but I feel like I'm losing faith in God over the face that I'm not getting pregnant. My husband and I have been trying since December. I'm losing hope. I've tried temps, opks, saliva ovulation tester, geritol, sperm friendly lube. Went off coffee and alcohol. Then I gave up last month and didn't track a thing. I am at a loss. I'm depressed. I'm worried one of us is infertile. I always knew u had some issues but I thought I could maybe still get pregnant. Life just sucks