Commitment issues with work

Please don’t judge me, or do I don’t even care anymore at this point.

But I have the worst commitment issues with jobs. Like I do so good for so long and then I start to hate it and just stop going. And I don’t know why I’m like this, other than the sole fact that I let my anxiety and depression get into head and makes me do impulsive things. 😓 which in turn makes me even more depressed. And stressed. Anyone else have these issues? Or any tips on what I should do to stop feeling this way? I just got a new job and I absolutely hate it. HATE IT. Like I spent 90% of my day there today crying because I just hate it so much. It’s physically, mentally, and emotionally draining for me and it’s been 1 week. And I just can’t do it, well I feel like I can’t.