So I finally heard from our fertility doctor a little while back. We did the sperm aspiration and the doctor said she found 8 sperm. At first we were like ok is that 8 million, 8 thousand or 8 hundred. Turns out she meant 8 as in 1,2,3 and so on. She seemed optimistic but she is a doctor that gets paid only by people going through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. So we also went to our primary. Turns out that most men produce 800 million and if she had told us 8 million then chances were decent that we could conceive but being only 8 he recommended that we not continue because out of the 8 the fertility doctor only saw a few move. My heart today is so broken. Everyone on Instagram is announcing pregnancies and births and I'm so happy for them but at the same time I just want to curl up and cry. We don't know what to do now. Do we continue and pray that we have a child we both want so bad or do we walk away? I just don't know anymore.