My feelings are hurt

My boyfriend and I are fighting right now, I don’t ever get attention , no cuddling and barely barely kissed ( I’m a clingy person and he APPARENTLY is too)

He says just laying there cuddling and looking at the ceiling is boring and he don’t wanna do that. But this entire fucking day hes laying in one spot playing a god damn game. He don’t wanna sit there and just pay attention to me I don’t think he ever has. It really hurt my feelings how he says it’s boring to even do that , yet I know tons of guys who will pay attention to their gf and have a chat and cuddle and such. I’m really hurt about this cause I NEVER get attention anymore.