Labor dream😩

Djsjsns • This is my first pregnancy and my baby boy is due late February 💙💙💙💙
I'm only 20 weeks but last night I had a dream about this random guy giving me an epidural in my bed when I was sleeping, as soon as he gave it to me I felt paralyzed and my water broke all over me and kept coming and coming like a river. Finally the epidural wore off and I started having contractions that were so painful I eventually woke up. This is my first baby so I've never felt contractions. I've always been terrified of labor but now I'm not sure I can go through with this pregnancy. (Ofcourse I'm going to) but I'm just so scared😭 I don't want to sleep