my bestfriend....

So my bestfriend (MS) has struggled with a serious drug addiction for a couple years.. she's lost her jobs, house, car, friends, everything. She's been with a guy for a while who is addicted to meth and got her on pills. He hasn't seen his own son in over 2 years. He doesnt have a job (he takes hers), no vehicle, he's a thief AND he abuses her. she doesn't even speak to her parents who now practically have custody of her 5 year old son (who she hasn't attempted to see in almost months) and she hardly talks to me unless they break up and she runs to me. tells me she's gonna leave and then runs back to him.

so last night her friend called me... and told me that MM is pregnant.

she said MM didn't wanna tell me bc she was scared I'd be mad bc I kept telling her this was going to happen and she knows I hate her bf...

her decision is to get rid of it.

to each his own, they obviously do NOT need a child but it's just unfair that I'm in a stable relationship, my boyfriend has had his sperm tested, I'm taking prenatals and vitex. we has been trying to TTC for 7 months.

and then my bestfriend who is mentally, financially, and physically unable to have a child gets pregnant...

I'm there for her 100%. we've been thru alot... but

is it wrong for me to be kind of bitter/have my feelings hurt?