So my husband had been telling me he "wants" baby #2 and how he's"ready" blah blah blah well a few days ago he tells me in front of my two cousins that he doesn't and that he only says that's because I want it and I won't shut up about it (which hurt me because I've been trying to lose weight since he told me he was ready....) I understand he has ever right to make that decision for himself but to tell me one thing and others something bugs me... He knew from the BEGINNING that having FOUR KIDS was something I wanted SO BAD and to my face he would say the same...idk I just wanted to vent and maybe hoping that writing a post would help me understand him & myself..