Loosing my mind!!!

I'm so frustrated and annoyed and everything in between. I have pcos and have conceived 2 babies. One with just metformin and the other with iui and injections. Now we have finally decided to try again after we found out I do not have a genetic disorder my family carries. That being said we are on month 4 of ttc and I did my opk on all my glow days, all said fertile. Now I've been having crazy amount of stretchy discharge ( sorry tmi). I did take a test, I know it's early but I just want an answer. Of course it was negative 😓 not surprised but I can't figure what is going on with me. Waiting till next Friday to retest but not keeping my hopes up. Was hoping it was going to be a Little easier this time but apparently not. Any thoughts?? Thanks for listening to me ramble 😉