Wtf????

Ok I know I shouldn’t have but I looked at my boyfriends YouTube watch history and he watched videos of gory animal fights like zebras and giraffes ripping each other’s heads off should I be concerned? It’s so disturbing to me even the thumbnail is like burning into my mind and it’s so disturbing I don’t know why he’d watch that and it was next to some porn-ish type videos like does he get off to blood and guts wtf???? I don’t feel comfortable asking him about it and then admitting I went through his history but it’s freaking me out 😫😫 i don’t think he’d ever hurt anyone or any animals but still idk why he’d watch it. It was two or three videos out of his entire history so it’s not like a regular thing as far as I can tell...

This is a man I love and trust and have lived with and been with for over a year, never noticed anything weird. This is just really freaking me out but I can’t say anything or he’d know I looked through his account. And yes it was in his search history and he watched the entire video