Dear close friend

I know we’ve only been sleeping together for a few months now but I’m starting to feel something for you. I know I have a boyfriend but he’s not you. I thought it would have been just sex then I’ll go back to him but you start telling me how much you liked me and it got me thinking. I knew you were going to be bad for me after the 1st time we slept together but I didn’t listen to my gut. Now I’m sitting here questioning the love I have for the man I thought I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I’m positive I don’t love you but I’m almost positive it’s lust. I wanted you since high school now that I have you it’s going to be hard to control my feelings.