This is really hard for me to even type let alone say. My ex-boyfriend recently broke up with me because of the distance. So he says. He said it was nothing against me at all. But I can’t help but feel sad. Even though it was distance he was the first person to ever really appreciate me for me. He loved my body and my mind. We went through so much within a year and a half. And then all of a sudden he says he can’t do it anymore it’s too much on him. It’s been almost a week and I’m still crying. My heart hurts so much I just want to rip it out of my chest. I just found out that he’s trying to talk to one of his childhood friends and I think that really broke me. It hasn’t even been an entire week and you’re already mingling. I feel like it was just me that really cared and wanted us. Our relationship. He was someone I could relate to so well and he was respectful and loving. I have yet to meet anyone else like that so I don’t know if or when I’ll move on. I don’t know if there’s anyone else who would really appreciate me and want me like I want them.

This is literally me right now haha