I’ve been wanting a boyfriend for a while... I’ve been in relationships before and stuff... but i haven’t had my first kiss yet... (I’m 16 btw) I’ve been getting kinda impatient for it... I thought I would happen last year with my ex but it didn’t... idk...

I kinda like this guy... I’ve said this in a previous post but... he’s not into chasing after girls... I feel like he might like me too?? But I’m not quite sure on my feelings. If I do like him I wanna ask him out but I know he’s passed on other girls before... and we have a lot of school exams coming up... and we are about to go into Yr11 (which would be like Junior Year maybe?? It’s about 2 years before we leave high school...) and I kinda don’t wanna get a boyfriend during that period of time (I’m even considering working a lot over our Summer Break (which is 6weeks long) so I have money and then quit my job/s so I can study... plus my mental health hasn’t been that great as well... idk....