Hormones

Okay can I just say these hormones are officially making me hate myself, let alone I’m pretty sure everyone around me hates me too because of them. Last week my boyfriend changed his iwatch background to some random animated world thing because he liked it and I literally cried because it wasn’t pictures of us anymore. I mean I just liked the fact that when he was at work he would look at his watch and see pictures of us. He switched it back because he was tired of me crying about it. So today he changed his profile picture on Facebook from a pic of us to a pic of himself. I refuse to make it a big deal because it’s not a big deal and I know he loves me but in my head I’m telling myself he hates me and doesn’t want to be with me and all this other shit. I hate feeling like this 😔