Earlier rape post...

I read a post of someone asking if what happened to her was considered rape. And it made me think about my last time.

So...After a few months my ex called me to tell me he missed me and that he wanted to talk because he wanted me back. And since i still loved him I agreed to meet. Before agreeing to meet him I told him a few times that we weren't going to have sex. After 30 minutes of talking he tried to make a move and I told him no. So we started watching a movie and after a while we started kissing, he tried to unbutton my pants and I stopped his hand. He tried to grab my breast and I stopped him. After a while I couldn't stop him anymore, like I didn't have any strength. It happened and at some point while it was happening I wanted to stop him but I couldn't, I even felt tears...and it's not that I was enjoying it.

That was a month ago, he actually didn't wanted me back and he's with someone else, and I'm scared I might be pregnant. My period isn't due till a couple more days, but I've been feeling nauseous, peeing constantly, my nipples are super sore, and I'm starting to gain weight (and it's not because I eat a lot or eat junk food or whatever).