So frustrated.

I know, I know... don’t compare your journey to others but I always used to “bounce back” after having a baby but this time my body is rebelling against me. I weigh more than I did full term. It’s so frustrating / saddening not fitting into clothing. I eat just below my targeted caloric intake, very little processed foods, lots of water sometimes add lemon, other than coffee I stick to tea (sweetened with stevia).

I love seeing others and cheer you mama’s on here that have lost weight but then I avoid the mirror because my body makes me sad. My besties BF is known for making crude jokes so no one takes him seriously but he referred to me as the fat friend now... and I cried myself to sleep. It’s so frustrating not knowing how I can fix this.

I told myself (before I got pregnant) that where this is my last one, I’ll lose the weight and get a mommy makeover (tummy tuck and possible implants) - that’s something I’ve always wanted to do for my stretchy skin that gets irritated.

I’m just feeling really down about my body lately and want to see “me” in the mirror again.