For as long as I could remember I never wanted to be a mother. It just wasn’t in me to want to care for the life of another human being. In my twenties I became pregnant 3 times. I still at the time wanted nothing to do with being a mother. I lost all three of those. Assuming from the stress I held of being a mother. Now I have grown and changed and I want nothing more than to hold a tiny little person who has my eyes and nose and be the best mother I can be. I’ve been trying to become that for 1,120 days now. And only 25 days ago I was diagnosed with PCOS. I have my why and now I need someone to tell me how to get over it and achieve my goal!