Hot bath and chillll

Sometimes ive just gotta get myself out of life and into a good hot bath with loud music and a bit of glow browsing.

Chills me out big timeee

Feeling very irratated and hurt today.

My beautiful best friend had a stunning baby last week and my little cousin/more like a sister told me a few weeks back shes pregnant again an her other baby is only 10months old.

I lost my precious baby on the 29th of june at 12weeks after finding out he/she stopped growing at 5weeks. The devastation doesn't leave, i think im just learning to with it.

In so happy all these beautiful babies are in our family and my life everyday i love them so much. Watching my daughter with them melts my heart an makes me feel sad. But i really want to make my daughter a big sister and give my husband that unconditional love once again.

Today is a shitty down day.

Tomorrow i will be fine

Rant over.

How do y'all chill on the bad days?