More nervous as the weeks go by😰

In my first trimester I thought I was ready I was looking at videos reading up on the whole pregnancy thing every thing I’m 25 weeks now and everything getting more realer by the days, weeks, months,😰I thought I was ready and now that I’m in my second trimester easing my way to the third I am starting to realize that I’m really not ready for this I am now I’m getting more nervous I am really freaking out is it really that bad how people making a seem? I need some pointers from u experienced moms (PLEASE)😰😫😭