Just a little rant

I am so freaking tired of spotting. I've been spotting since 5 weeks 3 days, I'm now almost 14 weeks and I'm STILL spotting! We haven't done any sexual activity because I'm too paranoid of making it worse. I've had multiple ultrasounds and everything looks "great" but I can't help but think that something is wrong! This is not my normal, I've birthed 4 other children and never, ever spotted. If it's not a hemmorage, and it's not a low laying placenta, wtf else can it be?!

Any ideas to take to my midwife would be greatly appreciated, because idk how much more of this I can handle. I shouldn't have to worry about carrying a pad around with me just incase, because I'm freaking pregnant 🤦‍♀️😭🤬🤬🤬