I have a best friend in college that i’ve known for over a year and we talked all summer about being together, we’ve flirted and he told me how much he wants to be in my life. but the minute we get back from summer break it’s like nothing even happened, he flirts with me but doesn’t talk to me the way he used to and I don’t think he wants to be together because he cares about our relationship too much( i hate that line). BUT he told me that he doesn’t want to date but he wants to do stuff and I like him so much that I would but i know i shouldn’t. lmao and i’m a virgin soo that’s even worse. there’s a lot more to the story, like his mom passed away seven months ago so he’s afraid of being loved and then losing people... but yea helpppp