Depression

So I don’t feel loved and supported in my family. After my grandma passed away, my parents just became more angry and yell at my all the time. It makes me feel like a terrible person.

All in all, I think about suicide as my best option. But I’m way to nervous to do so and I have pets that I really love and don’t want to leave behind to be sold.

I really don’t know what to do, I need someone to talk to, I have my friends but they won’t understand what I’m going through. And my parents are the ones who are causing my depression. So a depression support group was my best hope.

All I’m looking for is a few kind words, to help me avoid suicide. 😭

This is how I feel, like no one is there to love me. And if/when they are; there choice is loading forever.

The only way I can think of having someone love me unconditionally is by me having a kid. But no one on this earth will ever want to have a kid with me. And plus I’m only 13 and by getting pregnant will only make my relationship with my parents worse.