I hate my body now....

Vent...I don't mind the stretch marks... I always had a teeny tiny pooch before, but now that I've had my son... I wish I appreciated my body before. I'm 5 foot and 160 lbs. Always been a curvy and big boned girl, but never "fat". I feel like I looks so manly and it's worse of course when I stand up. I am only a few months pp, but I wish I had somewhat of a shape again. I hate how I look in almost everything. I'm more content wearing baggy tees, so I can hide now. Idk how to even feel confident anymore...

This is my by midsection before I got pregnant: