My ex bf left me because he couldn't subject himself to the relationship. He said he wanted out. That I have too many issues and he couldn't handle it. I struggle with Borderline Personality Disorder and depression. I loved him so much. He said he has no more time to wait for me to heal and change and no more emotions left to give. He said he accepted and loved me for me but he just can't deal. I feel like I wasn't good enough. If I didn't have mental health problems they would have not left. If I dressed better and took care of my appearance they would have not left. If I didn't call them emotionally abusive. There were times he would call me disgusting or that I was disgusting him. I'm tired of crying everyday. I'm tired of feeling lonely. I don't know what to do with my life now. A part of me wants to die everyday a part of me is confused