TTC for 9 mos - venting

Kristen
AS is due on 10/20 and I'm more confused than ever. Tracking my BBT, which makes it look like I ovulated on the 6th. But also have been using OPKs everyday, which never showed positive. I'm on my 3rd day of having sharp pelvic pains which I usually get every cycle around the time I think I'm ovulating and I'm so depressed and emotional even though I'm trying to keep in mind that other political have been trying for years. At this point, I have no idea when I actually ovulate and I'm waiting until my DHs new insurance kicks in next month before going to the Dr cuz our insurance stinks right now. I'm so frustrated and and disappointed with myself and I hate to say it but BDing every other day is becoming stressful for both of us, but I don't want to "relax and take a break" Anyone else feel the same way or have some advice?