Dear baby boy.

I know that it has been a long while since I wrote anything for you. I guess life kind of has it's way to take up all of your time. But my god, how I miss you.. I want you to know that every single day I think of you. Please dont think that I do not. I wonder how different my life with you would be. How you would be 15 months old already. I see other mummies with their children, I watch for a while and my mind can not help but wonder.. what would my baby boy look like now? How would his perfect laugh sound, would he sleep soundly at night or need more reassurance from his mummy? What kind of little boy would you have turnt out to be? Calm and collective like your mummy? Or a little rebel like your daddy? Either way you would still be perfection in my eyes.. Every single day my mind gets swamped with images of you and so so many questions. I will never stop loving you. I will never stop missing you. And every year that passes I will never stop imagining what an amazing little boy you would have been. Mummy will always love you. Me and daddy are still trying to bring into this world a new brother or sister.. it is taking longer than we would both like but our Hope's are always here,. If and when that day comes they will know of you little one, they will look into the night sky and see that star shining so bright, and we will all know you are there ❤ . You will always be the first boy to completely own my heart. Rest in peace sweet baby boy ❤❤