Our sex is okay..

So my boyfriend and I have been having sex since June. We have had sex a bunch of times since then. But for the last couple of times our sex has been okay. I’ll give it a 4 or 5 on a scale of 10. I’m just not getting the pleasure I want.But it kinda is good but I’m not getting pleasure from it. Like I’m not reaching an orgasm(I’ve reached it one time). I want that type of sex that makes my toes curl and I’m screaming because it feel so good. But idk how to tell him. And he might accuse me of lying to him. He does eat me out, we do doggy, missionary, I suck him and sometimes I ride him. Does that even make since to y’all that it feel good but I’m not getting the pleasure I want! 😩😩 I still hav sex with him because I hoping this time maybe it will feel better. But it doesn’t. He is getting the pleasure but I’m not.