Rant!!!

Yall, I just need to rant.

So, my SO and I are staying at my in-laws. We pay them 300 a month to cover out part of groceries and utilities we use. My baby shower on Sept 7th (which was suppose to be thrown by my mother in law) ended up being funded my my husband and my mom because she couldn't afford it. That was fine. But now, knowing my husband and I don't get paid until this Friday, decided they weren't going grocery shopping for the week. So we blew all our money on the baby shower with our check, and now we have nothing to eat because they blew all their money on yardselling and the fair. I'm 30 weeks pregnant and starving. And I seriously can't wait to get out of this house. It's disgusting. Nobody cleans at all. His younger brother who is 16 pees all over the toilet and doesn't clean up after himself and I just sat in it. I'm so tired of this. I just want to cry😩😩😩😩